
In The Ocean of My Consciousness

In The Ocean of My Consciousness
by Begoña Landi Pienaar
My name is Begoña, I’ve been an artist for as long as I can remember. Right now I am exploring new energy art, which has turned out to be really easy and joyful instead of the old struggling ways. In this lifetime I decided to experience the process of my consciousness awakening, which is what my book and workshops are mostly about, as I am sharing with others what I am discovering.
I was born in South Africa, though I’ve been living in Spain since I was nine. I have been through a lot of experiences and challenges in this life, and I realized that it is so much easier when you let go of the worrying and you just trust yourself, and of course love yourself and put yourself in the center of your life. I didn’t make it the easy way, but it was my way. I spent half my life trying to fit in, just to realize that I didn’t want to. There is so much more to life.
The reason I would like to share my experience with others is just for them to know that it can be done, that ultimately everyone will go through it sooner or later; for many it may take several lifetimes, and that it is a natural process for humanity. The other reason is that as I feel it, there is a huge change taking place right now in human’s consciousness and there has already been a change of energy going from the old energy based on duality, to what I call ‘new’ energy that serves the creator within us, the god within —our souls or whatever you want to call it. But surely the main reason is for people to know that many of us have already been through that process and we know the challenges, sadness, fears and emotional stress that it takes to get through it, though we also know that everything will be OK, that it’s natural, even though it doesn’t always seem like that. My book and art talks more about the feelings that you go through than about the particular situations you may be in, because everyone will live this process their own way. However, the feelings are more or less the same.
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