Conversations With Amnon II

by Amnon Keinan

Until some fifteen years ago, I didn’t know and didn’t believe that such a source of information as Amnon II existed, or that such communication was at all possible; such that it is like a relative who knows me so well, and is so intelligent. I was familiar with my own way of thinking and the thoughts of others.

How it all began

I was in an emotionally difficult period. At the time I was in the procedures of divorce that for whatever reasons were a lasting torture and were going slowly. I had been fired from work and lived in a rented room in a family home. One day a brown envelope, one among many I received carrying the official “State of Israel” stamp, arrived in the mail. The envelope was linked to the procedures I was going through.

I sat in my room, and felt a wave of desperation and misery flooding me. In my heart I said to myself that I don’t understand what benefit our courts earn in these situations. Is there anyone winning in that situation? And while I was sitting musing over it, feeling miserable and a victim, I suddenly heard a noiseless question passing through my head or heart. The question was: “Say, how would you feel about this issue in 30 years from now?” The question itself was very much surprising but yet I didn’t spend too much time before replying in my heart: “In 30 years time I’ll be laughing at all this!” , and as far as I was concerned this weird thing was a closed issue. But this asker that I didn’t know and didn’t realize who he was, continued asking: “Then why don’t you begin with it now?” I decided to follow that recommendation. In that moment a smile came to my face and a sense of confidence and a feeling of a positive solution encompassed me. I didn’t understand who or what was “talking” to me but I felt a pleasant and good feeling. I didn’t devote too much thought to either the source of the ideas, to their value or to any other matter associated with it.

And how amazing it was. The next day a letter canceling the previous brown envelope message arrived and all of a sudden things begun to run on a track that led to a fast and positive solution of the whole process, and my smiles grew bigger.

I didn’t continue to dedicate any more thought or emotion to the asker of these key questions, that “who” or “what” inside of me. This “advisor” also didn’t visit me each and every day. And generally who can come up with the idea that inside him there is a “confidential advisor”, one that is wise, clever, so human, has a sense of humor and has such a broad knowledge of so many areas? A normal human being would never “buy” words of an inner secret whisperer. As years went on I sometimes recalled the story and realized that in fact this advisor helped me and led me to another route. Since that time I didn’t “hear” from him for years.

Just a few years ago and in a totally different association another conversation was going on between me and him, and this time my spouse was present. She and I were talking about desires and wishes. She was asking me questions and I was replying. Suddenly following one of her questions and my reply, I “heard” or felt a sequel, a noiseless question from inside me. I told my spouse the question and it’s source. ”I feel a question coming up inside me, and the question is…”; and then I told her my answer. And here comes another question from inside me…. And another reply, and I described it all to her. Two long hours passed this way while “he” and I were talking; I repeated his questions to my spouse, and my answers, all the while she laughed and laughed. Even then it didn’t occur to me that there would be more, or that there was any connection to the old short discussion ten years previously.

The next day I decided to type it all down on my computer since it was so unique and wise and I didn’t want to lose it. Then I decided to sit at my computer, open a new file and call him, to see what would happen. That’s what I did and from that point the continuation developed. I named that internal secretive voice, Amnon 2nd or Amnon II.

As months and years passed Amnon II expanded his touch in my life. As times passed I trusted him more. This friend of mine confronted me with many hard and painful questions. More than once his words and recommendations generated a kind of “shock” and tremor in me. At each moment I could stop and disconnect myself from him and any time I turned to him newly, there he was for me and responded immediately, always for the good, always supporting and encouraging.

More than once I was angry with my “advisor”. He described me to myself as if I was the kind of personality that had positive values and abilities I totally wasn’t familiar with, that I didn’t know and didn’t believe. More than once I stopped our conversations for some time simply since I couldn’t bear the nonsense it seemed he was talking. But with time my trust and confidence and love of him – and me – begun to build. It took me time to learn to identify the differences between solutions that were “my own” and those coming from Amnon II. One thing was and is for sure; his words are forever positive, helping and supporting. I always found love towards me, encouragement, humor. Sarcastic remarks, mockery, anger, insult, disregard and the like are not to be found in the lexicon of that Amnon.

I asked: How can I prove that it really is “someone else” talking, recommending, guiding?

His answer: I cannot and I don’t try to.

What are the differences between him and me? In one sentence, I have never thought like him! I have never responded like him! The contents of his words are always positive and to my good. Never in his words there is any matter for his own interest. The same goes with any of his ideas or proposals that might hurt anybody else – meaning never. “He” doesn’t “shout” but speaks peacefully and with tranquility and confidence. Amnon II never goes into and never deals with long range planning. His “issue” is with what’s going on now or in the near future. In any case and with any idea he raises, his presentation is based on complacency, not under pressure, not based on urgency or feeling that “If you don’t take my advice now then it is forever lost”.

How much do I really put the advice I receive from him to the test? Each and every idea and advice I took from him and applied, yielded a good and positive result. There truly were cases where I couldn’t apply his ideas but that was only because my world view wasn’t quite healthy and matured. The more I develop my listening talent to his words, the more I waive the old methods and tools I’m familiar with and adopt his ways to mine.

Today I’m a hundred percent sure that each and every one among us has such an advisor. The most amazing thing is that this advisor, Amnon II, is in me. In my heart. With me. And always for my good only.

I find it a must to note an important book that served as a support and aid tool for me in this magnificent adventure. It is called “Listening” by Lee Coit.

A Conversation With Amnon II

November 19 2008

A: What are we going to discuss today?

Q: I want to prepare a preface for the book and I want you to say some words too.

A: I accept. You write first and later I will add my own.

Q: Ok. The book is called: Perhaps things were never such. Listen, Amnon. I don’t feel I’m focused enough now in order to produce something that is built and organized. Perhaps you write now and I would write mine later on ?

A: Agreed. The things that we, Amnon the first – the key player – and me, Amnon II both bring are in the “head” and heart of each and every human being, every man, every woman. Each and every one is directing internal conversations in their hearts, trying to manage various challenges they face. The absolute majority of people choose, to begin with, to reject and dismiss ideas that come up in their hearts. Those people absolutely do not believe that in their hearts or heads there “lives” a wise, intelligent and always available advisor whose only wish and will is to be of help. Amnon the first is not unique in this aspect. Each and every man or woman has an advisor like me. Every one can choose the name they give their advisor. But every one must listen; must learn to listen to the heart sounds, to the “whispers” in their heart and examine the possible benefit when applying the recommendations given by those advisors. I represent and come from a dimension found exactly above the physical dimension and hence my perimeter of “view” is wider and bigger than that of Amnon. The variety of subjects and fields in which I hand Amnon advice is very wide. Amnon can choose to listen and let his heart connect with the ideas and solutions I suggest, and he can as well choose to reject those and keep with the way he goes.

Our book is not a romantic story. This book obliges the reader looking for answers, to make an effort. The reader has to examine both the ideas we serve here, and the possibility  (which for Amnon is a fact) that he is not alone, but that he has an advisor who is loyal, dedicated, knows what’s what and one who has an original thinking pattern.

Science still isn’t accepting my existence and reality in a clear and unequivocal way but modern physics recently shows the intellectual flexibility allowing it and man in general to notice the connection between body and mind, notice the reality creation capabilities and develop test and examination mechanisms. The Quantum theory points explicitly to these issues and to the mandatory bond between those. Modern medicine too becomes opened in this direction.

I leave the choice and the decision to accept the ideas served here or to reject those outright, with the hands of the reader. Readers rejecting these things not yet officially and fully sealed or stamped, might face various problems. The old world for instance, claimed that the earth was flat and Columbus proved it to be wrong. Brothers Wright “invented” a plane. Their father claimed that if God wanted man to fly then he would equip them with wings. Many are the people who’ve overcome chronic illnesses by using soul forces activated in the proper time, even though medical science wasn’t capable of managing the illness; nor it was able to issue any explanation to the healing. In short, not all that a man accepts as true (or as not true), stands on rock solid and sound ground.

Personal knowing, deep and strong gut feelings, internal conversation between a man and his heart and other examples indicate to the existing connection between the absolutely normal human being and his higher self.

I wish the readers of this conversations’ compilation happiness, success, health, abundance and each and every additional blessing any of our readers choose to wish themselves.

I am with you, the reader. And here too, as I’m used to, I pose a question.

Are you with you as well?

May you have a bon voyage. Hit the road. You have a partner second to none. No one is better than him.

My blessings.

Amnon II

And you my dear, would you raise your word now ?

Q: Well this wasn’t just a “launch”. This is a real speech. Do you think people would be convinced by what you raised ?

A: Come add your own words and then our launch would have a much higher and stronger value to it. Those who want would find help and support. Those who reject it are right. It is not for them.

Q: Hi to the reader. When I now look back at my last ten years I see and feel I’ve come a very long way, and today I’m standing in a place of pride, happiness, pleasure and growing self confidence. A long time ago I thought, believed and “knew” I was an exception, problematic, lacking self confidence, not “normal”. I didn’t believe I would reach far. And I didn’t find myself real human support. Let me remark that knowing myself to be not “normal” had a practical advantage to it, since it led me to search for someone or something who would help me become a “normal” human being.

For more than ten years I visited shrinks but didn’t arrive at a better place.

So for all that, a wise, real and loving advisor would come up within me ?

My advisor began the connection with me with ease, in small doses, with humor. He never hurt me. Always spoke and talked to the positive. Encouraged me to believe in myself. He never raised a demand saying I should believe in his existence but suggested I would examine the ideas, the ways, the methods. Amnon II taught me to realize and feel that I deserve. I deserve good.

Never before in my life had I considered such an idea or thought. Perhaps things were never such? Perhaps I never was an exception at all? Problematic? Lacking self confidence? Perhaps I only didn’t have the proper tools? Perhaps I only didn’t know how to refer to myself and to the world? Perhaps I simply didn’t know that I was allowed to, that it was my right and my obligation to love myself and that there was no bad in it? Perhaps I didn’t know any better? Many are the “Perhaps” questions one can raise.

My conversations with Amnon II are usually done via my computer; an idea, thought, or question comes up in my mind and when I begin to type it, then reactions, answers, ideas and recommendations begin to pour. I type those too. But even randomly while traveling, in the shower, in bed and in fact every where, in every situation, I may have those conversations. People might generate communication with their higher self in various ways.

I bless the reader and wish him and her success in their communication with their higher self and in every field. Because every one deserves.