An Intriguing New Perspective

by Mark C. Bukator

On Monday evening (January 12, 2009), I sat down with Kris to work on our new book. After a period of time Kris paused, then said something to the effect of, “There is ANOTHER … Aspect in the neighborhood, so to speak.” There was a long pause in which I watched Serge’s face and body intently. Having been trained in hypnosis I observed changes in his physiology that others may have neglected. For example, his shoulders slumped a little. His breathing changed and his left index finger twitched every now and then.

Following a few deep breaths his head rose up and with a voice that I am not familiar with, he uttered the following phrase:

“I apologize if it seems to take a while to function with your friend. For me to function the way you think someone should function takes a little bit getting used to.”

This new personality explained that its perspective is different from that of Kris and of Brahm. At that point I asked if there was a name I could refer to it by?

The response was: ” As you can see that is another level in which we have to adapt”, since this Entity has no name or use for names at its level. It continued on to say that it prefers to be referred to in the singular and, “If you have to call me something, it should be something NICE. Should it not?”

After a short moment of thought, Eroeen was decided upon. (Pronounced ee-row-een, but can also be pronounced ee-roo-in).

The purpose of the communication is to provide a different perspective, a different window in which to view our world from.

EROEEN: At the moment, your friend (Serge) is able to sense that my experience is more that of an INTERPRETATION that may even sound musical to him, as in a variety of sweet musical notes. Yet MY experience is more of a flow of different kinds of light energies that he would automatically interpret as a variety of musical notes.

During a brief break, I spoke to Serge and asked him what he was experiencing. He told me that he could see flashes and blurs of colors and lights. I proceeded to enlighten Serge on my experiences of the session and in doing so, referred to Eroeen as “he” or “him”. Even as the words flowed from my lips, I was aware that this might not be the case.

After a short break Eroeen returned and our conversation continued.

EROEEN: Now, you referred to us and to myself in the masculine.

MARK: Even as I said it I questioned it.

EROEEN: Assigning a gender to myself is quite … [deep breath] especially a male gender … We DO understand and appreciate, but it simply doesn’t fit what I know myself to be.

If I had to have some kind of gender assignment, I would have to be far more adamant that it is feminine in nature according to everything in your world that is of the feminine.

MARK: I REALLY enjoy your energy.

EROEEN: I understand that perhaps some would be very quick and ready to catalogue me under certain terms of your world of fairies, nymphs and Elvin folks. I can understand and appreciate where they and that comes from, but that would also implicate that I have to conform to some definitions simply to please and make some of your understandings more palatable, but is NOT at all the reality.

I am much more than that and I can assure you that all of your fairy tales are very much THAT.

MARK: What is your relationship to Kris?

EROEEN: You are obviously familiar with the Brahm. I am in a certain way, to your Kris as what Brahm is as well and yet at the same time I am DIFFERENT and NOT different.

MARK: So would you say that you are at the Entity level?

EROEEN: To use that definition, yes.

MARK: I understand that it is a very limited category or definition, but I don’t have a lot to work with from my point of view. [Laughing]

EROEEN: If I use one of your analogous examples, I would say that it is similar to having an apple and making apple pie and saying, this is an apple. While at the same time ignoring that you can have apple juice, apple sauce, apple butter, apple cider, apple wine, apple brandy and a whole variety of other products from an apple. I do not know if that helps you, but you do understand the principle.

So, what does that tell you?

MARK: It says to me that ALL of us are so much more than we give ourselves credit to be, especially from our perspective.

EROEEN: That does fit what I know of your species. You look at yourselves and you claim that you are one thing and sometimes one thing alone, forgetting that you are also so many other things. In other words, you create a certain definition, then you put myself or others in that definition, because it is something that you might be comfortable with and when I or others start to express what can’t fit into your little box, you become confused, just as you do with your own selves.

MARK: So true.

EROEEN: You do not have to stop there.

MARK: Okay. You described your reality or yourself as color and light. Can you elaborate?

EROEEN: I do not like so very much to restrain whom and what I am or to keep it in the bag by trying to define myself in terms that only make sense to you. I did say that your interpretation of my experience would be as having musical notes … qualities and your friend would further interpret that as my experience having flashes or blurs of color … from HIS point.

It is a given that his experience is internal and to use such a bland word as energy, which you think describes a great deal, is in its own way just as neutering, but in other terms I cannot avoid that, because you yourselves, as a species are used to neutering your own experiences, that to experience what I am fully would simply not fit in your little pigeon holes and your experiences, by the same token also fall by the way side.

Now this is not our entire conversation, but merely some excerpts that I found to be enlightening, at least for me. This new perspective allowed me to see how we as the species of Essence called Orodin choose to deliberately narrow our focus and create limitless realities through the concept of limitations.

Having said that, it also became clear that even though we have chosen to play with the concept of limitations, they do not necessarily bind us. The very words, phrases, definitions and labels that we use to understand and define ourselves, also limit us. We are not those words. We are not those definitions and once we begin to understand that, we gain much more insight in whom and what we are.

Individually and as a species we are not better than or less than Eroeen or Kris or Brahm. We are simply different and we should give ourselves a gold star for creativity and for having the intestinal fortitude to undergo the challenges that come with playing in a self-made sandbox that we PERCEIVE as small and limiting.

I would love to share more of my conversation with Eroeen, but you are going to have to read our next book for that.